I thought that after I returned from NYC I was going to be blogging more. The weather was terrible ( here and there actually ) . Swamped by playing catch up.... bad weather... do shorter days mean less gets done? I don't know. Then my younger sister was killed in a car accident. When Gary was killed I was numb for almost a month.... maybe because I was with him... Funerals and estates take a lot of everything... physical/mental strength....I cry at the oddest times....then it was her birthday........ life gets chaotic at times...issues at the j.ob.s.....
Having said all that though, I doing well enough....I quit both jobs recently, started my own side company ( I'm working outside! Yay!!!!! ) , and began working doing remodeling , etc. in the family company... ( inside and out! Yay!!!! ) I really have a great life... I love Montana!
I took notice of the feng shui at the cabin ( after listening to a feng shui expert...lol.. and listening to Dave & Bobbi on the radio giving tips on relationships... haha ) and realized that although my girls wished that I would date..and friends keep trying to hook me up, I was defintely not open to it. I have one comfortable chair at my cabin..and in my little closet there is no space for anyone else's clothes. Those signs made me laugh. No sense in going through any motions when one's heart's not in it!
My horses and dogs are doing well. I gave the roan colt Riley to a lovely young teacher - about 140 miles away. He has a fabulous new home.
I'm leaving for MI at the end of July... so between now and then I expect to be catching up with everyone ! :)
6 cool peeps:
phew your life has had a shake up
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omg Katie. Ugg my heart goes out to you! What a difficult time and throughout it you are still such a positive person... it amazes me!
I was so happy to get your comment! Its been ages since we connected! I will do some back reading as well.
As for the dating, I think you are right that you need to be open to it, or it wont work. Even the greatest guy wont work if you arent ready to let him in a bit, and in truth, I cant imagine that right about now you have room for much more in the emotional department! The biggest thing I would throw out there, is to be sure that you are getting enough emotional support and have a good outlet for your feelings. Friends, family etc... You cant keep it bottled up and while I know you love your animals, having a human ear is important! =]
Thanks again for touching base and if there is anything I can do, please email me. Even if you just want to vent! Its awful to say it, but unless you have experienced such severe loss, there is no way you can understand the depth and what it takes from you. I definitely had a few months of numbness, then some anger, but mostly, for me, it has left me searching. Still... even after 3 years... I am searching for me inside my life.
Pete, life is what comes our way :) Sometimes I forget where I'm going!Thank you! I appreciate you in my life- love you photos!
Helene, I just smile when I see your name...I tried to connect awhile ago ( time has little reality to me though - must have been when the snow was still on the ground haha.. ) anyway, your blog was a private blog at that time.
I am some times angry at my sister....she was so close to home...so yes... angry, sad, confused.. the whole gamut.. and then it starts over at different times... and the count down.. her first birthday, first mother's day, first .. all without her somewhere... so thank you....
I had a talk with my opldest today... she just listened and half smiled...
hi katie, long time no yack :(
sorry for the sadness happening in your life :(
of course there are good things, too
blessings to you and yours...
Tony, my life is great! Thank you for your well wishes! Great to see you!
good to know, m'dear :)
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