Thoughts

Poca Polka with Pez

Pez

Simone

I find myself amazed at how much time has disappeared since my last post. So many thoughts, so many events, so much that truly doesn't matter. I laugh at myself. I've missed blogging, yes. Missed reading your blogs.

I work a lot. In my downtime I'm at the cabin sleeping, or running with my dogs.. or training 3 of the 5 colts. Sometimes I'm not even sure where the time goes... it simply flows away like a seeping well. I workout every day . I laugh every day. I smile and explore something new or different every day. Quietly. Alone. I love being alone . That perhaps is the toughest thing for people to understand/accept about me. Part of it is perhaps, simply my nature. However, part of the reason I choose to be the way I am is - I work with the public on average - 50 hours a week. Hours of noise, static if you will.... Although I am also fortunate - I like a lot of the clientele and they like me. Still, the radio plays, the machinery hums, people chatter, babies cry and it's a fast paced rat race where people are often rude, and stupid. and Yes ...stupid is a mean word.. I spend every other weekend or so with family members ( preferably only a couple at a time... lol... ).

Sometimes at night I read a book, work on various projects and remember when.... I owned a computer and blogged every day. I've out grown the cabin and am keeping my eyes out for a bigger place. I've adopted out all but the 2 cats now - Pez went to Paula's today. I named him Pez. Someone informed me that pez meant fish.. I asked him what his point was. Simone is wild and beautiful as always. I had the vet spay her and Poca Polka yesterday. Shots updated. I'm taking the 4 dogs in next weekend for their shots. The horses were mostly all ( 2 are still running wild ) wormed and will be vaccinated April 1st. I find April Fool's day easy to remember. It's a day full of irony.

So many times I'd write a blog in my head... knowing that by the time I made it to a computer the moment would be lost ... and most likely forgotten. Dates flow by.... and time ... almost seems to lose all meaning... yet.. I remember.. and think of you.